Thursday, November 22, 2007

pray for everything

why every day also got terrible thing happen???
so 倒黴啦!
today 1030 need to go to JJ for submit the photo to Filip but no hav transport.....
then my house's refrigerator got problem...
why the refrigerator becoming hot???
then the ice cream..... cant eat already... aiyo
then the baby who is 2 years old at my house, get the 筆心and put inside his ear...
aiyo......
幸虧he know told mum that his ear is so pain, if no??? i also dunno wat should be happen ???
so terrible la !!

is about one weeks, i didnt study the book.
Wat i have done for all of the time?
sit? no
shopping? no
movie? no...my last movie is at the senior three... long long time ago lo
see TV? no
finding job? ya, but so suffer of it. While finally get it, but still scare for it...
Will be starting at tommorrow.
主啊!!希望工作一切都順順利利哦~~

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

thanks, jin yuan

haha.... finally i get the job!!
must thanks to jin yuan, while i dunno him...
today i can get the jod is bcoz introduce by him.
hhaha....
and also thanks the jaya jusco is open is this time, so that i can easily find this work.
this work is call sales assistant and cashier, will be doing at Hai O inside the Bukit Tinggi Jaya Jusco.
hope my work will be going smoothly. My working partner is him(jin yuan).
怎麽那麽巧,和一位不算陌生人的陌生人工作,也好啦!
haha...

today also terrible, i go to pin hwa for asking the teacher job
"我們這裡不請代課老師的"
wa ......headmaster also talking like that???
i really wan to know.... which school didnt have part time teacher???
which one huh???
中華和濱華還真的是。。。。怎麽説話都那麽沒有禮貌的????
i really cant understand.... why would be like that????
go ahead for 3 independent school(hinhua, chunghua and pin hwa), the best is hinhua
我沒有偏坦,在禮貌上就在別人之上了。
i really love hinhua...
expect her la~!! nows a day, when i remember wat kind of my senior 3 life, i will be sad and hate her!! rubbish!

oh my god, this few days i must remember to send the message to bro.
waiting and waiting... he should be feel strange, why the exam haven finish???
me ah~ also waiting and waiting ,....waiting for my last sem result...
so nervous, 1/12 that i still need to work.
until night, baru lah ada time to check....aiyo...
nervous..... nervous....
many ppl say that result is not everything, if you hav try your best, that is enough.
is it like that?
in this few days, i think many about it. I disagree !!
No have good result, I will not be have scholarship, would not have for going to good uni.
i think some of student is agree of that. you think?
that is bcoz result, i cant continue my dream~
when i think about my dream, i really hate my senior three life....
wat kind of life is tht?????
asking manytime, but ... no asnwer
it is a suffering time. I still remember that time yu hao get many support to me.
but useless, at uec i fail to do it...
ai..... but think of another side, i am happy at the society.(sometime i would be ask myself really happy??)
i dunno.... i think i cnt get you all the answer.....
a really really happy life happy time, i also dunno when....
hope i can find it! find the "HAPPY"
and also hope me and jin yuan will be a good partner
working well~~~
try the best lo ~~

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

terrible teacher

finally i get intro here. so difficult, that must be my pc problem. aiyo.....
i'm so free at home dunno wat to do .....
help my mum to do all the housework... but still feel boring la !! wat should i do ....
aiyo.... really suffer lah
yan ling teacher, thanks for your offer for doing the work at new era college.
i also hope that i really can help all of yours to find the material of that 10 yrs.. but really sorry la ... you wan me to introduce someone for doing this big big job....
i dunno why the first person i thinking is wei sen...
maybe he is the person who 完美主義, than i offer him...hahah
haha.....

walao.... today so terrible...
you all know , today i go to Chung Hua independent school for asking about the job..
wah... that teacher is so 暴躁!!
負責人沒有來,我不知道
wat kind of this ???
like this also can be teacher a ??? 值得懷疑
i really putus asa for finding job at independent school....
bao qun teacher they , i think also no hav any chance for me ....
ai......
who ask me no hardworking when i am in the secondary school..???
or today i will not be study at chinese language and literature ...
really disappointed about my life at secondary school...

After that, i go for Aeon(JJ)for taking the form of promoter
hope this job ......
pls lah!! pls intake me.... i need a job now
if continue at home like that , i will be crazy...
non work, non study, non sporting...really like a pig lah!
i dun wan the life like that....
ah!!!!
主啊!幫幫我啊!
其實心理真得很希望可以回去母校教書的。。可以嗎??
可以嗎????????

Sunday, November 18, 2007

云頂的遺憾

放假才沒幾天,我的心情開始煩躁了。太閒空。。
閒空,真的是一種折磨。比起忙碌,更痛苦。
看書也不能專心,這種閒而不閒,還真的是慘阿~
啊!!!!
今天我們班的部分同學去了云頂,哎喲。。我也想去哦
至少在巴士上看看美麗的風景,到了目的地,可以發洩發洩。。。
但是都沒有機會。
妹妹今天去uniten比賽。(世界中國珠心酸比賽,全世界的比賽)
家裏的電源又出現問題,根本就沒有辦法操作。。。所以今天需要修理
哎喲。。。爲什麽那麽不巧。。全部活動都在今天。。。
這就是命吧!
昨晚看到了很久不見的文傳,說了很多很多。
我真的是認爲,對於自己的選擇要負上責任感。不是說說就算了。。。
今天18號了,時間真的是不留人啊!
看回去我在新紀元的日子,似乎都還沒有真正作出什麽我就要離開了
不是要感嘆什麽,只是認爲我需要負責任。
中文係,是我自己的選擇。沒有任何的強迫
我都是這樣和我身邊朋友說的。
好啦!不要再頽廢了。開始繼續看《大學》了!
加油!!

Friday, November 16, 2007

幸福的我

現在的我很幸福。真得真得很幸福~
雖然你不常在我的身邊,不常和我sms,也不是時常通電。
在無影無蹤,感觸良多。
謝謝你!
轉眼間,我真得離開了新紀元學院。
今天在整理書本的時候,偶然發現了我在新紀元第一天寫的日記。
時間多麽地快啊!
再多的感嘆,都是多餘的了。因爲它已經過去了。。
想起在新紀元學院的點點滴滴。這兩年來,也不至於是魂飛魄散。
至少我得到了知識。在課業上也得到了肯定。
來到了中文係,我沒有後悔。我可真要謝謝書強!
來到了這個科係,我真得學到了很多。
謝謝曾經教導我的老師們!謝謝你們!
我能夠確定我以後的路綫都是如此。
雖然長輩們常說,今天不知明日。但是我想爲了我自己當初的決定,我會堅持
也許在當初的選擇是一種衝動,但是至少我沒有為我的衝動感到後悔
甚至可以用慶幸兩個字來形容我現在的心情。
現在我最希望的是真得可以回到興華教書。真的迫切希望。。。
加油!!

Thursday, November 15, 2007

考试结束了

考试终于结束了,多么地快啊!
但是这一次的考试期,还真的风风雨雨。。
考古代汉语的前一天外公去世了,自私的我没有回去,也没有看到外公最后一面。。
考语言学概论的前一天,我食物中毒,吐了三次,还有一次是部分的血。整个人就是晕,没有办法看书,但是庆幸我都会做。。幸亏啊!不然我真地会。。。
希望这个学期的总平均是最好的一次,一定可以的
希望爸爸妈妈都会因我的成绩感到光荣。
anywhere,就是很开心。。
现在就是等成绩,等毕业。。。
好快啊!
要向另一个目标迈进了
现在最近的目标是希望兴华愿意收我,拜托了。。
再过几个小时,我将告别新纪元的宿舍了
和很多的朋友,说再见了。。
分道扬镳了。。
感触虽然不深,但至少有感触。。。
不像中学那样麻木。。
至少在这里我还有留下感情。。
爱你们哦~~~
在新纪元,虽然没有留下一道爱情
但是和你们的友谊我都记得
谢谢你们!!